God you know me so well you created me. You know the number of hairs in my head

And you even know the thoughts conceived in my heart before I ever vocalize them.

You've told us to come to you and ask for every need of life. You are Jehovah Rapha the God who heals and you have the final word on my destiny.

The number of years  I’ll live and serve you on earth.

I'm coming to you today as your child longing to hear from you and asking for your divine healing. There's so much I don't understand about life but I do know that with one touch, one Word, you can make me whole.

Please forgive me of my sins cleanse me of my own righteousness and begin your healing.

From the inside out. I don't always know what your will is lord, especially in times like now when I desperately seek your face. 

I offer you no promises no bargains no deals to exchange for my health.

I simply bow my heart before you to tell you the desire of my heart that I want

To spend as many years as I can loving you here loving others and wanting to

Become more like you however you choose to accomplish. That it is and okay with me if you use doctors to provide healing give them wisdom to know what to do regardless of how you

Accomplish it .

The healing you give is always miraculous and you deserve all the praise.

I absolutely believe you have the power to heal. You demonstrated that on earth and you still heal in miraculous ways today.

Even when my faith is weak you say it is enough and my love for you is strong.

I know you already hold my heart and life in your hands it's up to you if

I can bring you more glory through healing and that's what I ask for.

That's what I desire.

But if your answer is no or not now, I know that your grace is sufficient for me.

If you have planned still more for me to do here on this earth I not only need your physical healing Lord but a thorough

deep down cleansing and strengthening.

A wholehearted renewal of all that I am because all that I am is yours.

Use this trial to strengthen me from a “what if” faith to a “no matter what faith” and no matter what, I choose to honor you and

give you glory in Jesus' name,  Amen.

Verses to meditate: 

"But I will restore you to health and heal your wounds,’ declares the LORD" ~ Jeremiah 30:17

"So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand." ~ Isaiah 41:10

"Heal me, O Lord, and I will be healed; save me and I will be saved, for you are the one I praise." ~ Jeremiah 17:14