Love this Ninka, and love you! I 100% agree with everything you say here! I had to laugh when you spoke about the man boobs and estrogen!! Luckily that’s not my husband! 

that is so true ninka i feel you every single words. and yes the time a give my son to daycare when he was little was so wrong for me did it because i thought i had no other choice all my friends familly and husbaand said i should i tried to get him out but was not strong enough to stand up for my truht in that time.

i long for bondfaires community and all that so i started created it. in the evening i find a place near the beach we meet at i fireplace and i got my mom with me so know i need more tribe so wee can be together in our comminity instaed of sitting in houses all day

i am so happy i hear this it and yes i was turning into a man and my husband whoman when we where ditach. now that we coming into our truth everyting feels better between us. thank you.